An Interview with God

I found this on my notes last first year.. I think this was one of our lesson in Values..

An Interview with God

I dreamed I had an interview with God. "So you would like to interview me?" God asked. "If you have the time", I said. "My time is eternity...What questions do you have in mind for me?"

"What surprises you about humankind?"

God answered...

"They got bored with childhood, they rush to grow up and then long to be children again."

"That they lose their health to make money.. and then lose their money to restore their health."

"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future."

"That such they live as if they will never die and die as though they have never lived."

God's hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then, I asked: "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want your children to learn."

"To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved."

"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."

"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness"

"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wound int those they love, and it takes many years to heal them."

"To learn that a rich person is not the one who has the most, but is one who needs the least."

"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply do not yet know how to express or show their feelings."

"To learn that two people can look at the same thing but see it differently."

"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another but they must also forgive themselves."

"Thank you for the time" I said humbly. "Is there anything else you'd like your children to know?"

"JUST KNOW THAT I AM HERE"

Love WEEK or Love WEAK

The JS Prom was successful. It's hard to imagine that that's already our last. I'm feeling the essence of departing high school life already. I maybe excited. First I'm excited for I'll be going to another level of learning. Second, I'm determined and happy for I survived for four years in Minglanilla National Science High School and it's such a great honor on my part. Third is that I'm feeling sad for I know that as I'll go to another chapter, there are still certain people to be left and those were my high school friends.
The Bequeathal ceremony was quite touching. Imagine, turn-over na diay and it seems that last year was just yesterday. It signifies that we're detachable already and we're just waiting for the finale.
This week is filled with mixed emotions. I didn't find my Valentine's day the best for wala akong kadate.. JOKE!.. Nope, it's just that I had a conflict with my mother but we're fine nowadays.
Last Monday, I gave hearts to my batchmates. I'll never gonna miss that opportunity for it's the last time I'm spending my Valentine's Day in MNSHS.
We also had the revelation for our "manito-manita" (The Valentine's Version). I found weird on boys for they became sweet to us.. "May kiss-kiss effect pa".. My manito was Chris diay.. I thank him for the flower and the cute hamster na stufftoy with "pray without ceasing quote" pa..
Aside from the revelation that was the meat of our Valentine's celebration. We also had a chance to have a hot seat. There were lots of secrets revealed. Unfortunately, there were revelations that I didn't like and made me a heartbreak. I don't mention what it is... just forget it..
This week is so sickly for I had a fever for several days. I was absent on one and a half day. Even until now.. I had a cough.
I was disappointed on what was announced that the graduation day will be postponed. It would be on April. It seems to be unfair for we started the class early. I already declared on some of my relatives that that's my graduation day plus my sister might not attend the graduation.. baka hindi na nya ma-abutan ang April, pupunta na kasi siya sa Kuwait. We will also have the Regional Achievement Test.. What will I do?
Hahayzt.. ,,


-- I'm over you and I hope it will be final.. T_T

Fixing a broken heart

Dedicated to tootz...

There was nothing to say the day he left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can`t cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Ever could understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Cause of the hurt just disappears
In every moment you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

* repeat

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's I'll forget the past
'cause here we are at last


=(^_^)= nganong karon pa man jud ka ni-abot.??? ehehhe, k ra na oi.. at least you fixed me that moment =(^_^)=

40 days to go

I think it isn't good to count the remaining days of high school but I'm forced to do it for the remaining days seems to be stressful. We've been stressful since the start of 2010 and what will happen onwards?
Actually, it seems that we haven't felt the essence of JS Prom. Despite that it's fast approaching, we were bundled with lots of accomplishments plus the Kabanhawan Practice is already starting (hmmm, I just sympathize the dancers). Supposed to be, the JS week last year was a whole day practice.
I woke up early today because of a certain assignment in English which is the Review of Related Literature in thesis. Thank God for that's just the assignment for today. As of now, it seems that I have no idea in making continuing the output. I already started a page but I stuck up and I don't know why.
As of know, I'm not in the mood of sleeping again. I am spending my time in listening to songs.
I swore how many months ago that I will never ever obsess myself to emo or heartbreaking songs because my foolishness in the past is already over. But why is it that I went back to that way again? Is it I made another foolishness? I don't really want to hurt myself with those useless stuffs but why is it that I can't resist to be affected?
I always stuck to my mind that I must exert my greatest effort in my academics for the finish line in high school is fast approaching. Ate Georgia called me yesterday and she said that she'll be coming this Graduation Day (at least she still remembered her promise). I wan't to show her that she's worth in coming here just for that day.

At your side

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side

I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side

Who God uses

This is just for our reflection in EP this week ^__^

God grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, the courage to change the one I can and the wisdom to know it's ME

The next time you feel like GOD can’t use you, just remember

Noah was drunk

Abraham was too old

Isaac was a daydreamer

Jacob was a liar

Leah was ugly

Joseph was abused

Moses had a stuttering problem

Giaeon was afraid

Samson had a long hair and was a womanizer

Rahab was a prostitute

Jeremiah and Timothy were too young

David had an affair and was a murderer

Elijah was suicidal

Isaiah preached naked

Jonah ran from God

Naomi was a widow

Job went bankrupt

John the Baptist ate bugs

Peter denied Christ

The Disciples fell asleep while praying

Martha worried about everything

The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once

Zaccheus was too small

Paul was too religious

And Lazarus was dead!

No more excuses now. God can use to our full potential. Besides, you aren’t the message, you’re just the messenger.

1. God wants spiritual fruits, not religious nuts.
2. Dear God, I have a problem, it’s me
3. Growing old is inevitable. Growing up is optional.
4. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
5. Silence is always misinterpreted but never misquoted.
6. Do the math. Count your blessings.
7. Faith is the ability not to panic.
8. Laugh everyday, it’s like inner jogging.
9. If you worry, you didn’t pray. If you pray, don’t worry.
10. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
11. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
12. The most important things in your house are the people.
13. When we tangled up in our own problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.

Share this with a friend or two. In the circle of God’s love, God is waiting to use your full potential.

May God Always Bless You!

Love Month

Well, this has been my 2nd blog of year 2010 so far. At least I still keep track in this blog hehehe..
Time flies again. It's the love month of February. You know I'm reminiscing what happened a year ago. Well, I remember the JS Prom last year. I went on the pictures and I imagine that those things happened just like yesterday. I remember my partner and he's now in college. Today, I'm on the reality. I'm going on another prom and I already have another partner.
Aside from JS prom, this month's seem to be different. Our section has a gimmick. It seems like a practice for our boys to court. This goes this way. It's just like a manito-manita style. We don't even know who are our partners. Our partners will gonna do a "paramdam" style until Feb. 12. It's sort of giving of something to satisfy us, girls.
I really want to know who really is but it seems it's hard to identify. He'd been giving me somethings anonymously. Unfortunately, those were food. It seems that guy wants me to be fat.. ehehe..
Another thing to reminisce is that i compared what I am today last year and present. I remember that I was desperate.. yeah, I was desperate for a certain guy...
But now I'm over him, I regretted on what I did before. It seems I was disgusted on being crazy over him.. I woke up..
Today.. It seems I'm desperate again and it's on the other guy. Crazy isn't it. I regretted on what I did before and it seems I did it again.
What if another year will come... would I feel disgusted again?