Love Month

Well, this has been my 2nd blog of year 2010 so far. At least I still keep track in this blog hehehe..
Time flies again. It's the love month of February. You know I'm reminiscing what happened a year ago. Well, I remember the JS Prom last year. I went on the pictures and I imagine that those things happened just like yesterday. I remember my partner and he's now in college. Today, I'm on the reality. I'm going on another prom and I already have another partner.
Aside from JS prom, this month's seem to be different. Our section has a gimmick. It seems like a practice for our boys to court. This goes this way. It's just like a manito-manita style. We don't even know who are our partners. Our partners will gonna do a "paramdam" style until Feb. 12. It's sort of giving of something to satisfy us, girls.
I really want to know who really is but it seems it's hard to identify. He'd been giving me somethings anonymously. Unfortunately, those were food. It seems that guy wants me to be fat.. ehehe..
Another thing to reminisce is that i compared what I am today last year and present. I remember that I was desperate.. yeah, I was desperate for a certain guy...
But now I'm over him, I regretted on what I did before. It seems I was disgusted on being crazy over him.. I woke up..
Today.. It seems I'm desperate again and it's on the other guy. Crazy isn't it. I regretted on what I did before and it seems I did it again.
What if another year will come... would I feel disgusted again?