Failure before Success ( The return again)

I was trying to beat my circadian rhythm for my first graveyard shift tomorrow. I slept for four hours during the afternoon and I’ll resist sleep tonight (If I can). I shall gain sleep tomorrow before my 6 pm- 6 am duty at Chong Hua. Tonight I’ll do something productive and one thing that came in my mind is blogging.

                Hello! I am still alive. I am seeking an apology for my readers (.. if there are some). I bet you already know my situation last year. As I opened my blog, well.. I found out that my last “normal” post was just last June 2012. The previous one was yet unfinished. Now, it’s 2013.

                There are some instances that I thought about this “public journal” of mine. Well, let’s just consider this public since this is open for random viewers. This blog is just like a part of me already. This covers some of the significant events of my life though this is not really updated. I may suck at writing now unlike in my journalism era. Sorry, writing is not my forte anymore. BUT, I still retain this blog so that my children in the future can read this. I want to let them know what my life really is in this generation.

                Since this is my return, I want this post to be a special one. Let me tell you a brief story of what happened to me in the past months, I mean… the whole year.

                I entered the most crucial (probably) of my medtech life last year. To be honest, I thought kaya ra ni.. mada ra ni  yet, I was wrong.

                Third year life revolved too much on many challenges. Swear, even passing was very hard then. Too much exams.. Long coverage but only a little time to study. Yes, I tried getting low marks and even failing. There were even times I got depressed. There were really times that it came to a point of giving up this course. Still, God permitted me to stay.

                Above all, I discovered the purpose of these events. I know that these really forced me to grow to become a better person and student. I learned that achieving success is not really easy. You still need to achieve failure in order to attain success. I do really thank God for not leaving me during the past school year.. Lord, thank you so much for guiding me in my decision. Amidst of those trials, I am now an intern.  I owe a lot of you Lord God.

                

Goodbye 2012 (Super Late blog post-- December 31, 2012 10:53 Tagbilaran, Bohol)

 Sorry... I know it's already April. I supposed to post this as a "year-ender" as what you call it. Unfortunately, due to unfavorable circumstances, I weren't able to do it.. :( Sorry.. It is unfinished pa jud..

Mayans are indeed wrong. The world didn't end last December 21, 2012. Still, our journey goes on. Hours from now, another year will open--New events to occur, new challenges to fight, new dreams to fulfill and of course, new memories to make.

Before I bid adieu to 2012, let me share to you a sneak preview of what happened. In terms of my studies, I experienced some rise and fall. I started to face the fiercest part of my student life-- Velez BS Medical Technology III. I am still holding on until now. 

Well, my life is not just full of studying, academics and whatsoever. Last September 7,2012, a new member of the family just came- Royce William Lawas Subido. He is the eldest son of Ate Georgia and Kuya Harley, the first grandchild of my mom and my first nephew. I am looking forward for his bright future. 

There were first times happened in this year. I started to live without my mom. She needs to go to Kuwait to see Baby Royce. She'll come back maybe, by the end of January. At first, I didn't get used to it because of course, I've been at my mom's side since at birth. But.. there are advantages. I learned to be independent. I did some stuffs like I didn't used to like washing my clothes , groceries then some household chores. Of course, Uncle Boy is still with me and my cousin, Marissa to guide us. Another first time is going to a "perya". I was in a carousel which I thought would be my lifetime dream. I rode a roller coster which blasted my epinephrine. And then I thought it was the end of the world.

If I'll gonna tell you all the details of my 2012, it will not be a blogpost anymore. It will be a book. My intention in this post is to thank all the people who were parts of my 2012.

....blah blah blah... UNFINISHED