Showing posts with label fabulous life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fabulous life. Show all posts

Monday, July 22, 2024

Random night thoughts

 Hello. I just thought of posting a blog post. I don't care if nobody in the other side of the world reads this. 

Tomorrow, I will be on a straight 40 hour duty in a provincial hospital in the south. Like, yes. I have to serve 1 year deployment since I graduated from a government hospital. 

I recalled the homily 2 sundays ago. It is about God's purpose. I suddenly remember this blog. I started this when I was hesitant to proceed to medicine and it came out randomly in my head that I should pursue medicine. This might be God's ultimate purpose for me. 🥰 I saved several patients in my 4 years of medical practice and changed some of their lives. 

Tomorrow will be a beautiful way to save life. I would like to thank God for making my hands as his instrument of healing. 

Good night everyone. I hope at some other point, I will think of posting again. Blogger.com, please stay alive. 

Saturday, July 13, 2024

Soaring Alison Blue after 16 years

 I guess I have to do my blog post every 2 years? Well I attempted to open my blog months ago with a thought that this is non-existent already.

I love to open this blog as this depicts my story. This is already 16 years old. This masterpiece started with the era of friendster, mp3s, multiply.com and tumblr.com. The new generation right now might not relate to this but I am hoping that blogger.com will remain in order to share this to my children. (If God permits to do so). I was Alison Blue before who had lots of textmates using my keypad phone. Now, I am Franz Lawas who is now a licensed physician plus an internist (Adult Medicine Specialist). I just graduated on my residency training program from a government hospital last year. Gladly, I passed the Phillippine Society Board of Internal Medicine Examination last March 2024 and a newly inducted Diplomate in Internal Medicine by Philippine College of Physicians. Yes, a high school student from Minglanilla National Science High School made it this far. 

I was also given a chance to present my residency research paper at Seoul, South Korea last June 13-16 entitled Assessment in the Quality of Life of Hemodialysis Patients in a Government Renal Center during ongoing COVID19 Pandemic last 2023. It was such a dream come true. I was fanatic to Kdramas since then and fate brought me to South Korea. 

Yes, I hope those who are still following my blog (If there is any) will be happy. I am aiming for more blessings to come. I pray that blogger.com will stay alive. For sure my future self will come to realize: Wait, I have to post a blog. 




Sunday, June 16, 2013

Failure before Success ( The return again)

I was trying to beat my circadian rhythm for my first graveyard shift tomorrow. I slept for four hours during the afternoon and I’ll resist sleep tonight (If I can). I shall gain sleep tomorrow before my 6 pm- 6 am duty at Chong Hua. Tonight I’ll do something productive and one thing that came in my mind is blogging.

                Hello! I am still alive. I am seeking an apology for my readers (.. if there are some). I bet you already know my situation last year. As I opened my blog, well.. I found out that my last “normal” post was just last June 2012. The previous one was yet unfinished. Now, it’s 2013.
                There are some instances that I thought about this “public journal” of mine. Well, let’s just consider this public since this is open for random viewers. This blog is just like a part of me already. This covers some of the significant events of my life though this is not really updated. I may suck at writing now unlike in my journalism era. Sorry, writing is not my forte anymore. BUT, I still retain this blog so that my children in the future can read this. I want to let them know what my life really is in this generation.
                Since this is my return, I want this post to be a special one. Let me tell you a brief story of what happened to me in the past months, I mean… the whole year.
                I entered the most crucial (probably) of my medtech life last year. To be honest, I thought kaya ra ni.. mada ra ni  yet, I was wrong.
                Third year life revolved too much on many challenges. Swear, even passing was very hard then. Too much exams.. Long coverage but only a little time to study. Yes, I tried getting low marks and even failing. There were even times I got depressed. There were really times that it came to a point of giving up this course. Still, God permitted me to stay.
                Above all, I discovered the purpose of these events. I know that these really forced me to grow to become a better person and student. I learned that achieving success is not really easy. You still need to achieve failure in order to attain success. I do really thank God for not leaving me during the past school year.. Lord, thank you so much for guiding me in my decision. Amidst of those trials, I am now an intern.  I owe a lot of you Lord God.

                

Friday, June 1, 2012

BSMT2 just passed -- the next level



BSMT2-- This is another episode of an unfinished soap opera of mine which is medical technology. Before I proceed to the next episode, let me share to you in this blog my reflections of the previous episode. It is not just about academic knowledge but how it influences my total well-being as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend, as a classmate and of course, as FRANZ. (This is a sequel of the post BSMT1 just passed last June 9, 2011 

This episode introduces me different friends. Anatomy and Physiology which told me a great story about the homeostasis and the feedbacks of my body. It increases the extracellular calcium secretion of my cardiac muscle every Fridays due to its lecture exams. There also came Spanish which twisted my tongue for the entire year. There I discovered that inanimate things have genders too like the male eraser (el borrador), the female ax (la hacha), the female milk (la leche) and a the male cabinet (el aparador). Why don't Spanish language pave even a single way for gays and lesbos? There's also Biochemistry which almost hydrolyzed us to simple amino acids, nucleic acids, monosaccharides and fatty acids. There's health care too which left us with empty pockets due to a good-for one semester uniform and also a kit which weren't used in the semester. There is a secret murderer called laboratory management which was friendly at the first glance. Also, Statistics, which we rely our fortunes in our calculator. Let's not forget Cytogenetics--An alleluia for the test papers.  Other friends converted us to different professions like PHGC (Philippine History Government and Constitution) which turned us into lawyers in one sem by solving case studies about the fundamental law of the land-- The Philippine Constitution. Then there's literature which turned us into actors and actresses. Lastly here's health economics which made us into gamblers-- Sadly, gamblers of our grades.

Let us not just end this up to the aforementioned different friends. A syllabus sucks when not applied. There is always a conclusion in every episode though it's still relying on the next.

When it comes to academics, I've done better than the previous year. Surprises came which I didn't expect ever. But I should not be complacent just because that happened. Honestly, I haven't done my best yet. There is an evil procrastination that seemed to possess me. There are still things I've made that I should not repeat on the next episode.

When it comes to people, I'll still rank it a pro. In this semester, I admit that I still acquire a "wonder-woman wanna be" character. There were times that I was the one who worked out on the mess of other people though there's still mine that I can't even work out. The hidden characters of some friends who I've known since from the start of college revealed slowly and slowly. I also met a new friend of mine who has unpleasant impression from others yet I've known her differently from those impressions. She indeed became one of my closest friends in the block.

Being almighty isn't really unlimited. I learned that from the experience of a virtual brother of mine. I ascertained that the purpose of taking this course is not to be an "anointed one" but for the lessons that one must acquire. I should acquire those lessons because I want to be a great medical technologist and a doctor someday.

I also realized that it's wrong to judge a teacher immediately. I had a teacher who I thought was strict and inconsiderate because he appeared to be so at the start. I even loathed his subject because I thought it was useless. Days went by, his real color appeared slowly which was brighter. Fortunately, I aced in his subject. Thanks for the grade sir. I also met an egocentric teacher. His subject was a relative, I mean a son of another subject which is my mortal enemy. I considered him egocentric because it seems like he doesn't want to be beaten-up by his students when it comes to knowledge. I observed it through the way he discuss. But he, being egocentric helped me a lot. Because of his character, I really studied well in his subject and those were really worth. Miraculously, I got a grade which I didn't ever expected.

Patience-- This could mainly be the best virtue in the whole school year. Honestly, it is this year that I burst all my temper for crying out loud because of some catastrophes. There were times that I became too impatient. Still, it is really better to be patient though others are not. I realized that it's like stabbing myself and I almost like stabbed others as well. I should be ready for the next episode then which could be worse.

In this year, I knew my self even more than the previous year. I started planning for the future. Kung sa math pa, I'm still on ongoing solution for my final answer. Of course I should not forget to make my mother and sister as part of it. All that I'll do is really for them.

In the next episode, I should improve. That's the most crucial part of this entire soap opera. Maybe sequel of this will be longer. Just stay tuned until I post "BSMT3 just passed".

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Happy 4th Birthday Invulnerable Secrecy :)

The awkward moment when my last post was last May 11 yet the day after that was the birthday of this blog.

After an hour of nap, I just had a mood to post an entry to this blog. I brainstormed some topics that should be ideal for my next post. Suddenly, I realized that this month marks another year for this blog.

I was turning third year high school when this blog was born. Actually, this isn't really my first blog. The first one was a part of my late friendster account. Unfortunately, due to changing in format, I wasn't able to recover my blog.

I didn't expect that invulnerable secrecy would last this long. I even stated in my intro that I wasn't really interested in blogging. Eventually, this blog has been growing since then.

This blog isn't really too updated with regards to my life. At least this gives sone overview on what's going on before. It's really fun to reread some of my older posts.

There may be some switches in this blog like the layout and even the name itself ("alison's blog" was its old name) yet the person behind is still constant. Some post maybe pointless but still each post means so much to me. I vow that when I attain my desired profession, this blog will still be with me. I'll really pass this to my children in the future.

Happy Birthday Invulnerable Secrecy.

PS. Just to let you know, I was inspired by my sister's blog that gave rise to the birth of my own blog.

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