40 days to go

I think it isn't good to count the remaining days of high school but I'm forced to do it for the remaining days seems to be stressful. We've been stressful since the start of 2010 and what will happen onwards?
Actually, it seems that we haven't felt the essence of JS Prom. Despite that it's fast approaching, we were bundled with lots of accomplishments plus the Kabanhawan Practice is already starting (hmmm, I just sympathize the dancers). Supposed to be, the JS week last year was a whole day practice.
I woke up early today because of a certain assignment in English which is the Review of Related Literature in thesis. Thank God for that's just the assignment for today. As of now, it seems that I have no idea in making continuing the output. I already started a page but I stuck up and I don't know why.
As of know, I'm not in the mood of sleeping again. I am spending my time in listening to songs.
I swore how many months ago that I will never ever obsess myself to emo or heartbreaking songs because my foolishness in the past is already over. But why is it that I went back to that way again? Is it I made another foolishness? I don't really want to hurt myself with those useless stuffs but why is it that I can't resist to be affected?
I always stuck to my mind that I must exert my greatest effort in my academics for the finish line in high school is fast approaching. Ate Georgia called me yesterday and she said that she'll be coming this Graduation Day (at least she still remembered her promise). I wan't to show her that she's worth in coming here just for that day.