Thursday, May 10, 2012

Misconception of "weee.. ayoooooooooo.. "

Yesterday, while waiting for a tv program. I was bored. I was tired to read (Read lang gud ang tawag.. sus kung kinsa tong nakasabot.. you know na.. I just don't want it to be obvious). So I read my old posts in this blog. There were certain posts that I found silly. Well, I realized that reading my old posts is a measure on how mature my mind is. Honestly, I never thought that I'll think or do such things I expressed in those posts.

Did you remember this post? I posted that last May 12 2009, entited weee.. ayoooooooooo... It's almost three years, eh? This post really struck me while rereading this last night. Okay let's talk about the middle part. (Let's just call it part... I cannot call it a paragraphs because nothing's really indented in that post)

"It seems that it's too early in thinking about my college but see time is too fast and I'm already in the last year of my high school.
I am already sure about my course. It's computer engineering pero yung ate ko.. nagsabi na sana magchange yung mind ko.. sana pipili pa ako ng mas bonggang course. Gusto sana niyang maging DOCTOR or lawyer ako.
Paano, I really want to enter their industry.. If magiging doctor ako, it seems that I will not be happy. I appreciate the doctors who heal.. pero kahit anong encouragement ng mga relatives ko.. parang ayaw ko talaga. It isn't my passion. I just studied well in advanced biology for the sake of my grades.
Kung law.. ayoko rin.. hahayzt..
Gusto ko talaga yung course na pinagpasyahan ko. Alam ko na mahirap yun kasi involved talaga siya sa math.. eh bahala na.. I'll take all the risks. Eh kasi yun ang passion ko. Baka makaya ko gamit ng pagsisikap.
At saka kapag nakatapos na ako at saka may bongga na akong trabaho."

Char, tagalog pa ang drama.. Hahahah.. If you're a follower of my blog, what can you say about what I am now in the present? Do you have any clues behind the portions that were bold and red. Okay, if you don't know what I'm into right now.. Okay.. I said I will never be a doctor but now I'm playing on a game with aspiring doctors. I think I haven't posted an entry about my changed decision (Nakalimot na ko.. I can't recall because I have 143 posts so far.. I haven't finished rereading).

Let me give a chance to explain everything in this entry. I decided to go into my sister's suggestion because i felt a vibe on taking an engineering course... that may be bad. It's about my weakness in mathematics. There came to a thought about taking risk. If I'll take risks, what if a bad effect might come.. I might not get that "bonggang trabaho".

On being a doctor, I know my sister has a purpose why she suggested me that. I know she trusted my skills and I can do it.

Honestly I decided to go to that because I was really uncertain. Feel nako.. murag makaya ra man tingali ni nako dah, someday I'll learn to love it..

At first I chose BS Biology as an option. Then a mother of a friend of mine suggested BS Medical Technology at Velez College. She said that's the best pre-medical course. I was really clueless about that course. Regardless of it, I took it.

The start of first year in Velez College wasn't really great for me. I haven't got a good stigma in studying because I thought I was unhappy for choosing that option. But I passed all the subjects..

Second semester of First year made me start to love my course especially when I met some friends who made me go through it. Finally, I flew to the Dean's List and it made me more inspired.

Second Year gave me a stronger stigma. Of course the highlight was when I got my anaphy grade. I know I haven't burst my whole effort on that subject but I still got great remarks. In front of my admission slip.. For the first time I vowed to be a doctor heartily.

By this time I'm on my way to the hunger games (you know that already).. I think it's my time to give my all because all of the subjects are majors. I hope I will receive the strongest stigma in that time. Promise that's the time I'll give my all.. -- I'll give my all for me to learn ... then to be a great medical technologist ...then to be a great doctor.. I'll try harder though my effort might not be enough to stand on the effing Dean's List (I still really want to stay. Okay it's up on my fortune and it's up to the Lord if he will let me stay there..). as long as I supply my brain with knowledge.

Okay.. these are all my drama for now.. Tan-aw sa ko ug Dong Yi..

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Summer 2012

Summer 2012- Traditionally, this is the "last" real summer of Velezian Medtechs. It is done after 2nd year of the course. It gives the students the opportunity to recharge themselves before sacrificing themselves as tributes on third year. 


BSMT3- This could be like Hunger Games. (As what our ates and kuyas who went through this told us). It is the real battle for Velezian Medtechs. Students are faced into a fierce arena wherein they will discover their true skills and fortune on this course. 


As for now as a medtech student, I'm still in the "recharging stage". Before bidding adieu to 2nd year, most of my fellow medtechs planned about summer. Because it's the "last" real summer, they planned to make it epic and unforgettable like going to beach, summer outing and it could be like unforgettable journey like travelling to another country. They said these might not happen again forever. Supposed, I planned for a summer job. My mom refused at first then suddenly, she allowed me. Then I realized that it's not really worth it to enter a summer job. Yes, I could earn money but I might end myself stressed. Not mentally stressed but physically stressed. 


This summer, I still made my usual routine during summers in high school. Sleeping-eating-internet-watching tv. Due to boredom, I added some activities-- studying (I admit it, for the preparation on third year, but I only do it one hour a day) and reading books (not related to my course)..


I may not have the opportunity to experience the unwinding activities like my other batchmates do on summer. But I guess what I'm doing right now is better. I already have a chance to ponder on my future and also this is a better recharge for me for third year. I don't want to start up nothing on third year. 

Monday, January 23, 2012

I don't wanna end being screwed up

Kung Hei Fat Choi...

Well I just had a great chat with a high school friend of mine.

Last Saturday, I was so happy the midterms ended plus there's a "long weekend" but now, Oh my, I think I'm screwed up coz the "long weekend" is almost over and tomorrow,.. ooopsie...

If last week, I was worried about the exams.. well now, it seems I'm worried about the RESULTS of the exams..

Yes, I was screwed up last midterms, in health care.. oh my, I was freaked out when I answered the test questions.. :( It's fvcking hard... PHGC, which I expected to be harder seemed to be easier. And Health Econ.. where the heck is our teacher's promise? He told us that we'll only answer one item and in the exam, we were told to answer all of those problems? Okay fine, as long as we're exempted in finals. That would be the first and the last term exam in Health Econ..

I didn't also expect that Math would be the easiest exam. Thanks to our teacher. Oh no, Spanish, I just realized that I forgot something. Well, I'm just hoping for miracles :(. Well, Janelle told me that I cannot change what is written on the blue book... Wa na tay mahimo

Okay... Finals... Bawi na lang ko.. may ganie midterms pa...

Thursday, January 12, 2012

hell week before midterms

I am currently here in the library. Thank God coz we have no lab management class. Instead of strollong around, I'm spending my break by making my philo assignment (i recently finished it.. it's about choosing passages from the holy bible and koran then relating them about the human person.. something like that..) and studying for the phgc exam tomorrow.
This week is indeed a blast of hell..so far, here are some of the details

monday night- I painted my carved soap then finished all my Statistics exercises. I ended up sleepless.

tuesday- I was pissed off by the taxi driver who cheated on his meter and we paid a larger amount..

wednesday- That was such an embarrassing day.. I don't have the confidence to post it here but if you really want to know about it, just ask me personally. The exams in statistics was mind-boggling. Thank God because the cytogenetics midterm exam was heavenly easy, I guess.

Tomorrow will be another freaky exam in PHGC (Philippine History, Government and Constitution). I'm expecting that it will be tough. And also health care long exam on saturday then procession pa jud. I hope I could go home conveniently and safely.. Next will be the Midterm Examinations. Ergo, I will not go out on Sinulog. I'd rather devote myself to Sto. Nino by studying..

okay.. continue sah ko ug study

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

first time here in blogger app

hi i'm here at the eden and rio study center for the cytogenetics exam later. Thanks to the wifi

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Thanks to your pasalubongs!



I just had my first day of school for 2012. It started with Objectivos Pronombres in Spanish, Soap Carving in PE and the four elements in Philo.

Let me express my gratitude through this blog. I would like to thank Bert Ryan Tigley Lim (one of my college close friends. He was my organic chem and biochem lab partner) for his pasalubong from Surigao. It is a bookmark with a monkey design. Thank you so much idol!

And also thanks to Marissa "Baday Geonzon (My cousin who is studying BS I.T. at Cebu Institute of Technology University for the Peanut Kisses from Bohol. I really miss Bohol so much and I hope I could get there soon..

Monday, January 2, 2012

Hello School for 2012

Klase na ugma? Dali-a sa panahon oi... christmas vacation.. extend pls. (my recent facebook status)

I almost didn't care that my mom kept on prompting me to sleep coz there will be classes tomorrow and now, I'm still blogging. Anyway, after this blog, you might rarely see me post.
Okay let me describe the day before the first day of school of a new year. Mostly, it is the high time of the procrastinators because students are too lazy during Christmas vacation. There may be the time that you thought of reading your notes but after a while you'll get the mood to sleep. You may get the "baboy" personality (lying down after eating then sleep) during holidays.

I just improved this year. (Ayee, sunod na dayon ang new year's resolution o..may lang ba kaha sa sugod?) I haven't crammed too much today because I finished some of my exercises in Statistics and I already studied Cytogenetics for the exam this Wednesday. Honestly, I crammed on transferring the project in Statistics to MS Word for easy printing.. (The project is all about organization and presentation of data. If you've taken stats already, it's like you'll gonna make a frequency distribution out of the data given then you'll make some graphs (bar graphs, histogram, frequency polygon, line graphs and etc. We were tasked to make them tru MS Excel and it's by group. Hahay, I made most of the project and it's so hassle. This is the only chance that I'll complain a bit. I don't want to complain in front of my groupmates. Well, I should task them to print the hard copy! It would be so unfair if I'll be the one to do that!)

Okay today, it's my first in 2012 to go to Ayala from the signing of papers regarding my sister's investments. I decided to go to National bookstore to buy a new ballpen. As I went there, I saw some of the stabilo highlighters and I remembered that most of my highlighters didn't work anymore or almost out of ink. Then here I go, for the new year, I bought new swing cool highlighters with colors blue, pink, orange and violet. For I'm a visually inclined person, I cannot study if my hand outs or notes are plain. I want them to be colorful so that they'll stick to the temporal lobe (site of memory in the brain) easily. I chose swing cool coz it's not so big like the ordinary stabilo which consumes a lot of space in my kit and if I'll be too lazy to place them back to my kit, they can be placed in my pocket if I want.

pink, blue, orange, light blue (old) and violet swing cool highlighters

my kit with my highlighters, ballpens, correction pen, pencils, eraser and calculator

As I went back home from ayala, I glanced through my planner. Planner? Oh, it's just a humble planner. Instead of consuming lots of cafffeine and spending a total of almost 3k for earning stickers just for Starbucks planner, I made my own. What's the use of spending too much money if I have my own creativity? Char... Well, Last month (of year 2011), as I went to Gaisano tabunok to buy some stuffs... I saw a scratch pad worth 2 pesos and I took a look at it. There came a creative plan. I wrapped it in blue and designed it with a ribbon and that's it! I have my planner! What are placed in my planners are just tasks for everyday. As I got my new highlighters, there came an idea to make each page colorful. Instead of check marks for accomplishment, I'd rather place a colorful mark to inspire me to accomplish every task. It may last not only in 2012.. it could last on the next year.

front view of my planner, see how I love google so much

inside my planner


Okay tomorrow, the first period will be.. SPANISH.. Hola español! Hahahah.. Okay, I'd rather sleep now after preparing my stuffs..

Anyway, here's my screenshot of the blogger app on my iphone. I might post a blog in school..

blogger app for iphone


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