Failure before Success ( The return again)

I was trying to beat my circadian rhythm for my first graveyard shift tomorrow. I slept for four hours during the afternoon and I’ll resist sleep tonight (If I can). I shall gain sleep tomorrow before my 6 pm- 6 am duty at Chong Hua. Tonight I’ll do something productive and one thing that came in my mind is blogging.

                Hello! I am still alive. I am seeking an apology for my readers (.. if there are some). I bet you already know my situation last year. As I opened my blog, well.. I found out that my last “normal” post was just last June 2012. The previous one was yet unfinished. Now, it’s 2013.

                There are some instances that I thought about this “public journal” of mine. Well, let’s just consider this public since this is open for random viewers. This blog is just like a part of me already. This covers some of the significant events of my life though this is not really updated. I may suck at writing now unlike in my journalism era. Sorry, writing is not my forte anymore. BUT, I still retain this blog so that my children in the future can read this. I want to let them know what my life really is in this generation.

                Since this is my return, I want this post to be a special one. Let me tell you a brief story of what happened to me in the past months, I mean… the whole year.

                I entered the most crucial (probably) of my medtech life last year. To be honest, I thought kaya ra ni.. mada ra ni  yet, I was wrong.

                Third year life revolved too much on many challenges. Swear, even passing was very hard then. Too much exams.. Long coverage but only a little time to study. Yes, I tried getting low marks and even failing. There were even times I got depressed. There were really times that it came to a point of giving up this course. Still, God permitted me to stay.

                Above all, I discovered the purpose of these events. I know that these really forced me to grow to become a better person and student. I learned that achieving success is not really easy. You still need to achieve failure in order to attain success. I do really thank God for not leaving me during the past school year.. Lord, thank you so much for guiding me in my decision. Amidst of those trials, I am now an intern.  I owe a lot of you Lord God.