Euphoria Part 1- Fly High my Dear Sugar

 It is indeed the first time that I skipped one year in doing blog post. Today is Good Friday and I just had a half day duty from 8am to 12 noon. I am currently a 2nd year resident in a government hospital. 

In case you don't know me, you can call me Franz, Sugar or Alison (my eponym since high school). I made this blog just to express myself around 2008. It is so delightful to backread all my entries since it is a view of my growth- from being a petty high school student who expresses her feelings for her crush to a nerd medtech college student with invulnerable dreams to a medical student who faces the adversities in life. I am now a licensed physician who passed the Physician Licensure Examination last November 2020. 

If you are one of the few who follows this page. My present may be ironic on this post-https://alisonblue14.blogspot.com/2009/05/weee-ayoooooooooo.html. Guys, I am now a licensed doctor. I am currently a resident physician in Internal Medicine in a government hospital. I lead codes. I declare deaths. I appraise patients. Most of all, I save lives- the primary objective when I go to duty. I never see that in my 16 year old self. 

Any updates about me? Well during the start of my residency, I was infested with COVID19. I tried not being able to taste and smell. Good thing is that it was just mild. I was quarantined in my own home but sadly I was isolated away from the community and being judged by others who did not understand. But still after that, it did not stop me. I managed patients with COVID19. I myself is so proud of what I have done. 

Before, I may dreamed of achievement and on limelight. Now I will be almost in my 30s. I may now be fulfilled of what I am doing right now.  I made my family so proud and also touched lives by being an instrument of God's love. That is why I am currently training as an internist to enhance my skills and clinical eye and to sharpen my God's gift to me- my healing hand. 

I may not be a great writer now as before. But I would like to be remembered not as Alison Blue who has lots of textmates, but a Doctor who touches others' lives. That is how I fly high right now. 

to be continued