It is your loss anyway, not mine

Dear Someone,

I thought you’re a relief of my dark glimpse of past or my nice piece of art. Yet I realized that everything is just an illusion and it made me blind with the reality. Everything is just the same with the preceding year though I appear to be happy pero ATEEK ra diay ning tanan.

Yes, I admit that a glance of you draws a smile on your face. I even made you as a medicine on my foolish ills. There are times that it came to my mind that you are sanctified. Sometimes I thought that you’re the perfect one. I even consider you as a charger of my happiness.

I made lots of effort to get your attention pero useless ra man ang tanan. I know that you already know what’s inside of my mind and you’re disgusted of it.

After one year and 4 months, I congratulate myself. I’m already over you hahahaha. Getting over means happiness pala.

I thank you na pina-asa mo ako, char… ateek… I thank you for giving me a lesson. I even thank you for being a part of my life even once. Thanks for the happiness that you’ve given me though it is fake.

I’ll just wait for a perfect one to come (Mayta dili ikaw oi, ateek). I’m awakened while I was busy last semester that it is so nice to have a space. I’d rather work hard on my studies and my battle is still very long.

PS:

It is your loss anyway, not mine. Kasabot na ka.. hahaha