Revelation of Some Dreams

Okay... I only have 2 days and 3 nights left before school starts. Oh, I'm terrified... No, Franz, you shouldn't be terrified! You've been complaining about your boredom in your sembreak. Uh, I'm sorry.. I'm talking to myself already, aren't I? Life has no contentment. Even though you already attained something that you wanted, you are still searching for something more. Oh, that strikes you most, Franz.

Hey dude, I'm telling you. This blog is still alive and kicking though blogger isn't in demand as facebook. Though this isn't too much updated, this precious blog of mine gives an overview of what's going on with my fabulous life. Oh, if my sister has gorgeous life, well, mine is fabulous. Fabulous, because the it has the first letter as my name. Okay fabulous..

Because of boredom, I thought about bringing back some habits that I've done before. I just browsed at symbianize and I felt myself like a newbie though I've been a member of it since 2008. I signed in at my yahoo messenger account and I found out that my YM application is outdated already. It isn't as "noisy" as before anymore. I remembered that I get annoyed by those group messages that should be addressed to one person. Also, the status message to express something. Something that couldn't be expressed verbally. How about now? Who cares, there's facebook, twitter and etc. I also have my skype account which is faster. Oh, poor Yahoo Messenger.

Lastly, My destination is facebook. I browsed my inbox. I'm so sad that the messages sent by someone was.. lost. It almost ruined my day. Who is that someone? Hahaha, that's not good to mention. Then I decided to browse the profile of some of my friends and click like to other's posts. Then I strolled through the profile of my sister. I took a look at her old photos before she got married. Oh, I miss her hair before it was dyed. Then I felt sorta "bitin" then I opened her multiply account then I decided to open her blog. Then I found out that there were new posts. A new post of hers stunned me a lot especially in this first paragraph.

"My parents always say it's never wrong to dream. What is wrong is to limit myself by being scared to dream big dreams"

You know, my parents, i mean, our parents also told me that. I understand why my mom told me to do these and that, avoid these and that because she wants the best for me.

My dreams are big. I don't belong to a family line of doctors but I dream to be a prestigious doctor someday.

Doctor- You may think that it's a miracle that I've said that. You may say, "Wow, Franz! Finally, you followed your sister's suggestion". You may be updated to my recent posts. Haven't I said that I must not enter a medical course?" Yeah, you're right. That time, uh.. uh.. I was still in the state of being.. undefined. Kidding!.. Honestly, I decided to switch in a different path because I realized that my ambition before isn't really for me. Many signs proved me that. I decided to take Medical Technology, for a try. It's just because, I excelled in biology when I was in high school. "Franz, take Medtech na lang kaha.. maybe that's for you. Maybe, you'll be suited for that. And there it goes, I took it up despite of many objections by others. I made a stand even though others say that I wouldn't do it and I would fall some day. You know what happened, I've been loving my course though it's tough. I love what I'm doing in the laboratory. I sense the spirit of determination even though I'm suffering on sleepless nights. I admire the medical practitioners that I've been seeing at CVGH then I dreamed to be one of them. My anaphy grade was awesome. Then there made my stand- I WILL BE A DOCTOR.

Then back about my sister's blog. I was impressed that she then realized her dreams like going to London, France and Italy. Wew, it's like the settings of the stories she read came true. How about me? Yes, I'm clumsy and my hands are most of the time shaky. Those are the reason why others doubt that I will be a doctor. Oh I'm sorry. I will never let those things to be the limitation for the realization of my dreams. My mom said that I was granted something that most others don't have. I know I can do it. I believe that there's nothing impossible as long as I have faith and determination. Someday, those fabulous dreams will come true. I should not make my parents and my sister disappointed. I know they are making lots of sacrifices in order to attain my dream. I swear to you. Someday, I'll post in this blog as an MD. Those dreams will really come true.

Aside of being an MD, I'm also dreaming to be a teacher. I will not just be a doctor but I will produce doctors as well. I also dream to go to the Big Ben, to stroll around the Disneyland, and to travel around the world. Also, I'll meet the Flynn Rider of my life who is been waiting somewhere for me.

Lord, everything's up to you. I follow your will.

Okay, I'm sleepy already.. sorry... Wait for the next post..

Hey wazzup? How's your loooong weekend?

Hey wazzup? How's your loooong weekend?

Answer here

PRESSURE- the word that I DISLIKE!

Tomorrow is the start of another school year- new set of teachers, new set of subjects, and new set of friends.

Last week, I was supposed to be excited. I was excited about who my new classmates would be, anatomy and physiology which is such an exciting subject and of course biochemistry which is my favorite branch of chemistry.

Sadly, I received a devastating news from a friend of mine. I will not just go deeper to that. This blog is open for everyone and the people involved might read this. I don't want to make another issue. Basta, this has something to do with broken plans and of course the word PRESSURE.

Well, I planned something after I departed 2nd semester. It became successful during summer. I enjoyed a lot last summer. I love my new set of classmates and I had fun with them. I learned the word CONTENTMENT further. That's what I see in them. Summer class was really happy.

Aside from being happy, I felt NO PRESSURE. Well, it's different from the pressure with regards to academics, huh? I get used to it since I graduated from a science high school. The truth is, I really don't want that somebody will treat me as ALMIGHTY. Yes, I have trait that is unique from others. Yes, I can learn fast and I'm grateful to that. I really appreciate compliments I received from others. But, I hope that people will treat me as an ordinary teenager or classmate. I do not like that people will expect me as "super-genius". As we all know, nobody is perfect. I have limitations. Believe it or not, they can attain what I have if they have PERSEVERANCE and FAITH. You know, I feel sad if some will envy me. I'll be more sad if others will grab MY grades and compute them WITHOUT my consent just for the sake of being too grade conscious. It's more depressing if people will pull me down because of what I have.

Honestly, I'm sad that I'm born in the world of competition. Yes, I competed in honor roll since I was in elementary. Grabbing the 3rd honorable mention and the special award in high school is so tough. I didn't even expect that I'll garner those awards. I'm so thankful that God gave me an understanding mom. She's not like the parents of other honor students that pressures their children to rank higher huh. My mom understands my limitations. It doesn't mean nga bya-an lang ko basta magkina-unsa ko. She even encourages me to do my best because she knows my capacity. That's what I really love in her.

From know, being on the top of the batch is not in my choice anymore. As long as I'm on the dean's list, I'm contented with it. If God will give me a chance to go with flying colors, okay I'll go with it. If I'll reach to the point in which subjects will be getting super-hard and attaining line of 1 would be like a shooting star, okay, as long as I should get the passing grade.

Basta pressure, sorry I really hate that. Don't ever dare to pressure me.. I know what to do.. :)

PS.. This semester, my plan is broken. Promise, I'll be with myself and I'll stay humble.

It's just because... I'm bored

After 3 weeks of the so-called heaven and stress-free days…

I’m bored. I might beat a call-center agent in enduring my eyes in front of the computer. I miss being busy and getting sleepy while doing tasks. I’ve been gluing my eyes to the alluring pictures of Kim Hyun Joong oppa to satisfy my boredom. Worse thing would come if mapul-an na ko hahaha..

If there will be classes, I’ll stress myself out once again and yearn for vacation. If vacation sad, hahay, I’ll get bored and look forward for classes. Oh my, what kind of life do I have? Hahahaha… It’s fabulous and cute, isn’t it?

just like this guy..

BSMT1 just passed

3 days from now, I’ll drive into the second chapter of my college life. I will be a freshman no more. Maybe, I’ll penetrate through harder subjects of my course.
As I depart summer, let me share to you what I’ve attained on being a BSMT1. I didn’t just wade through chemistry stuffs, principles of Newton, body systems, etc. Those are indeed principles of life.

I ascertained that good grades cannot be attained without force. It is just the same case as Isaac Newton’s law of interaction- “In every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction”. As I cleaned my room last week, I glanced over my first sem testpapers, answer sheets and blue book. I just laughed upon getting over those stuffs because my marks weren’t really good. Honestly, I wasn’t really doing well in my studies that semester. I didn’t study for I thought that everything will be easy. I just relied on my “stock-knowledge”. There’s a question that came to my mind- What if I’ve done better? I might be a pro in academics like what I’ve achieved in my high school.

Another thing is regarding other people. I’ve met different people with unique and extraordinary character traits I’ve never had before. I wrecked upon knowing that grade-conscious persons still exist in college. I confronted a person (I will not just mention the name) whose traits that cannot be understand. He treated me as a “wonder-woman” who has the ability to vanish his dilemmas in just one click. Oh my, I don’t really have that super power. I even wish to have that. I even have some mess that I haven’t fixed by myself.

I also met people who are great. There were teachers who inspired me to study more. There’s also a person who became my idol and became my virtual brother. I learned not just academic techniques from him but also moral thoughts. I remember a notable quote from him – “True friends are like black pearls, they are hard to find”. Yes, that’s really true.

Honestly, it’s really hard to adjust as I entered college. First of all, there are changes that were hard to accept just like going out to school just by myself. It was really different when I was in high school wherein I had been with CRIFTs (Tinjoy, Roch, Ayiin, Yang2x). There were even moments wherein I think about them. It’s really different. I know some just befriended me in college for a purpose. Twas then I woke up at an instance in knowing my purpose in going to college. I’m going to college for it’s my stepping stone for my dreams. I must work hard to have a brighter future then. I must not forget my purpose in taking up medical technology.

I’m thankful that during my first year, I knew myself more. I knew who I am. Honestly, I am not yet quite sure about my decision for my future. Kung sa math pa, I’m not yet done with my solution and I haven’t arrived to the final answer. There will be a time that I’ll push through that. I HOPE God will give me guidance..

FIGHTING :]

Eight Commandments for Successful People

1.Make time to think it is the source of power.

2. Make time to play- it is the key to freedom and relaxation.

3. Make time to read- it is the gateway to knowledge.

4. Make time to worship- it washes the dust of earth from your eyes.

5. Make time to help- no other happiness match this.

6. Make time to live if you don't, it will fade away.

7. Make time to laugh and pray, these are tow things that lighten life's load.

8. Make time to be close with God- He is the source of everything.

Long Distance by Bruno Mars

I just downloaded this song yet I've been playing this for several times since yesterday. I don't know what is in this song wherein I am not in love after all. I just love its tune and its words.

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame