Okay... I only have 2 days and 3 nights left before school starts. Oh, I'm terrified... No, Franz, you shouldn't be terrified! You've been complaining about your boredom in your sembreak. Uh, I'm sorry.. I'm talking to myself already, aren't I? Life has no contentment. Even though you already attained something that you wanted, you are still searching for something more. Oh, that strikes you most, Franz. Hey dude, I'm telling you. This blog is still alive and kicking though blogger isn't in demand as facebook. Though this isn't too much updated, this precious blog of mine gives an overview of what's going on with my fabulous life. Oh, if my sister has gorgeous life, well, mine is fabulous. Fabulous, because the it has the first letter as my name. Okay fabulous..
Because of boredom, I thought about bringing back some habits that I've done before. I just browsed at symbianize and I felt myself like a newbie though I've been a member of it since 2008. I signed in at my yahoo messenger account and I found out that my YM application is outdated already. It isn't as "noisy" as before anymore. I remembered that I get annoyed by those group messages that should be addressed to one person. Also, the status message to express something. Something that couldn't be expressed verbally. How about now? Who cares, there's facebook, twitter and etc. I also have my skype account which is faster. Oh, poor Yahoo Messenger.
Lastly, My destination is facebook. I browsed my inbox. I'm so sad that the messages sent by someone was.. lost. It almost ruined my day. Who is that someone? Hahaha, that's not good to mention. Then I decided to browse the profile of some of my friends and click like to other's posts. Then I strolled through the profile of my sister. I took a look at her old photos before she got married. Oh, I miss her hair before it was dyed. Then I felt sorta "bitin" then I opened her multiply account then I decided to open her blog. Then I found out that there were new posts. A new post of hers stunned me a lot especially in this first paragraph.
"My parents always say it's never wrong to dream. What is wrong is to limit myself by being scared to dream big dreams"
You know, my parents, i mean, our parents also told me that. I understand why my mom told me to do these and that, avoid these and that because she wants the best for me.
My dreams are big. I don't belong to a family line of doctors but I dream to be a prestigious doctor someday.
Doctor- You may think that it's a miracle that I've said that. You may say, "Wow, Franz! Finally, you followed your sister's suggestion". You may be updated to my recent posts. Haven't I said that I must not enter a medical course?" Yeah, you're right. That time, uh.. uh.. I was still in the state of being.. undefined. Kidding!.. Honestly, I decided to switch in a different path because I realized that my ambition before isn't really for me. Many signs proved me that. I decided to take Medical Technology, for a try. It's just because, I excelled in biology when I was in high school. "Franz, take Medtech na lang kaha.. maybe that's for you. Maybe, you'll be suited for that. And there it goes, I took it up despite of many objections by others. I made a stand even though others say that I wouldn't do it and I would fall some day. You know what happened, I've been loving my course though it's tough. I love what I'm doing in the laboratory. I sense the spirit of determination even though I'm suffering on sleepless nights. I admire the medical practitioners that I've been seeing at CVGH then I dreamed to be one of them. My anaphy grade was awesome. Then there made my stand- I WILL BE A DOCTOR.
Then back about my sister's blog. I was impressed that she then realized her dreams like going to London, France and Italy. Wew, it's like the settings of the stories she read came true. How about me? Yes, I'm clumsy and my hands are most of the time shaky. Those are the reason why others doubt that I will be a doctor. Oh I'm sorry. I will never let those things to be the limitation for the realization of my dreams. My mom said that I was granted something that most others don't have. I know I can do it. I believe that there's nothing impossible as long as I have faith and determination. Someday, those fabulous dreams will come true. I should not make my parents and my sister disappointed. I know they are making lots of sacrifices in order to attain my dream. I swear to you. Someday, I'll post in this blog as an MD. Those dreams will really come true.
Aside of being an MD, I'm also dreaming to be a teacher. I will not just be a doctor but I will produce doctors as well. I also dream to go to the Big Ben, to stroll around the Disneyland, and to travel around the world. Also, I'll meet the Flynn Rider of my life who is been waiting somewhere for me.
Lord, everything's up to you. I follow your will.
Okay, I'm sleepy already.. sorry... Wait for the next post..
Do the pave the way for 2012, I just made my new blogger header. If you notice, there are Spanish words above and below. I was just inspired by my Spanish class. Before 2011 ended, I memorized some verbs in Spanish that have different conjugations. (Verbs in spanish are harder to conjugate than in English. In English, the form of the verb doesn't change if the subject changes from first person to second person and etc. , In Spanish, you need to memorize how the endings are changed in every conjugation plus not just that, there are still other irregular verbs which have different way of conjugating. 
